Sunday, April 20, 2014
I've been ill a lot lately. I don't like it. I feel weak and shaky. I've been off again on again with my meds too. I keep forgetting to take them. I asked for help with doing it right and well my help stopped. I don't know what to do to get myself right anymore. I need to go down and bug the doctors office. They have not gotten me a new therapist and I know that isn't helping. I'm so confused and tired. All the time I am tired. Most of the time I fake that I am fine but it has really caught up to me these days. I feel like I am crashing and burning with no way to stop. The more I try to organize and clean up my life the worse it gets. I slept all day yesterday. I don't know if it is because I am ill or depressed or both. I don't really know much of anything anymore. What kind of person lives like this?